Hiya, it's been a while.

Since last I posted I dated the DREW guy, he left for indiana. Then I dated another guy, COLBY who knocked up a 15 year old, then JOHN, RICHARD, ((not at the same time XD)) and now I'm with a fantastic guy, who has a life. He's happy, intelligent, sweet, romantic, and  a gentleman. So, I'm pleased. My mother is too, which I thought weird since he's a bit older than myself. He's 21, I'm 18. Not that bad, I don't think, as long as rape does not occur and/or forced experiementation. I'm as mild-mannered as the next girl ((or is it WOMAN now?)) but if you attempt to force me into things I DO NOT WANT, I may get a bit feisty.

I stopped coming on here, because my mother disapproved. She reluctantly approves of my path but not of learning, how queer. Anyway, now that legally I'm an adult, I figured "Why not?" and thus, here I am.

I am relatively put-off though. Maybe I shouldn't post a bit of what I post here....but I really see no reason not to. So here goes, my boyfriend Brett, is agnostic borderline atheist. He does not believe in the paranormal of any kind, and frankly I'm kinda scared to go to him talking of tarot cards and freya and dowsing. I mean, we're kind of thinking of living together at one point, so he's going to know. It can't be like "DON'T TOUCH THAT NOTEBOOK!" he touches it and papers with symbols, color charts, tools, totems and incantations fly everywhere along with a deck of respectfully worn tarot cards. Secrets and lies, tsk-tsk.

I can always talk to Justin about it, he's known me for five years and knows my ups and downs, he knows my voice tones and my typing tones and my beliefs and my deepest feelings. I tell him EVRYTHING. Things I won't tell girls I'll be like "OMG JUSTIN!" I don't know, I'm kind of scared. I mean, I love brett and I don't want to freak him out or have him angry at me for such things as personal belief. I am relatively scientific, so I can look objectively at what he says about the paranormal, not a problem. I can understand and set my beliefs aside to grasp his. But, that doesn't mean I feel the same way. It means I'm accepting his beliefs as his and totally seperate from my own. I hope he can do that for me.

Gosh, I didn't mean to get so emotional on you, I guess I've been wanting to type/say that for a while now. ='D

Well, I guess the point of this is: "I'm Back."

Hiya,

Okay, I've been taking a TON of Sorting Quizes... most of the time I'm a:

You scored as Griffindor, You are in Griffindor. You might belong in Gryffindor, Where dwell the brave at heart, Their daring nerve nerve and chivalry Set Gryffindors apart. You Join other famous wizards such as Dumbledore. Griffindor sets itself high standards, and as such you are expected to try your hardest and pull your way through with your bravery and daring. Griffindor 84% Hufflepuff 81% Ravenclaw 57% Slytherin 50% Harry Potter Sorting Hat Quiz (In-depth) created with QuizFarm.com

But, Hufflepuff is catching up. No biggie.

Anyway, my day.

I was with Karen Liz and Drew, my dearly beloved came as well.
Well, Drew has confessed to me that he likes me and Thus HATES my exes and my current boyfriend (the latter primarily because I've been in love with him for 3 years and have cried many tears, sunken into my DEEPEST depressions and suffered great emotional pain).

So today, Drew thinks it wise to let Zack know how he feels.

((And i QUOTE))

"If you touch her in any unnecessary way or make her cry again I will kill you."

I was like "O.o;;; BAD DREW!"

I can't beleive he said that. I mean, yeah, it's good to people who care and are protective but don't you think "I will kill you" is a tad harsh??

Yeah, I thought so too.

Anyway, I have other fish to fry, I thought I'd vent about that for a moment. 

Tonight it was brought to my attention that my craft name didn't quite....

add up. *laughs*

So I began to ponder a new one.

From somewhere in my mind I got

"Chrystal Air"

My following thought was like this: "Huh?" O.o;;

I didn't write it down at first ("No way will it add up to my birth number!")

So I added up a couple.

Tsuki Natsu=2
Silver Nova Wolf=4

MY BIRTH NUMBER= 8

And so i wrote down "Chrystal Air"

did the math...

and lo and behold...it added up perfectly. No thought whatsoever of my own brought this name...and the more I think about it the less strange it seems. It's actually rather lovely. Considering I am rather see through with my emotions and I love the element of Air. It happens to be my favorite.

I just wonder why I didn't think of it sooner, I announced it to my friend. "Apprentice" and student, "April" who is yet to conceive her craft name, and she only looked at me "Wuh?"

I smiled and admitted it sounded a tad a strange...but like i said,,,I am falling in love with it.

It has a rather nice ring to it doesn't it? And i doubt that it's very commonplace.

Blessed be and may your rest bring happiness upon waking.

-Chrystal Air

Things have improved. ^^

Zack was found, good boy. He's home and...

D:

 DX

 I had a dream D: D: ;-;

totally unlike me....

I can't even think about it much less write about it ;-;

*shrieks and cries*

it was....not exactly bad....but part of it...

okay, let me say something..i hae a phobia of penises. I can't sit on a guys lap, i sit like on the edge of his knees to KEEP AWAY FROM IT DX

I kinda want a child, but PLEASE DON'T POKE ME WITH THAT!!! ;-;

pwetty pweaze?

K, thanx.

Anyway, I gotta get back to work,......

I'm a punctual poster YAY! ^^---

Blessed Be! ^^

NOTE: It wasn't like...a sex dream....it just a passionate kiss.... *sweat drop* I WILL SAY NO MORE!

Mood: Decently Alright
Thought: Let's how the side of me that is AFTER the Intro. 

Okay, today today today.
Bad.
Hideous.
Had to tear the kitchen APART and reconstruct it. Had to REWASH every dish. EVERY dish. Ashlet is so not happy about that.

I am happy though, i get to see my best girl friend (one of them) tomorrow. She's coming to my house to spend the night and have some mindless fun.

ZOMG isn't the display pic the cutest? Sorry, i flipped when I saw it I was like "AWWWWWWW!"

Well, Zack (meh beloved) left his phone in the cat...I mean CAR. And i found it. So now he has to come over anyway, he hasn't called today to let me know anything. He hasn't called his dad or step-mom REBECCA who happens to be rather insufferable on many occasions, pretty smile and fun to be around but for gods sake DON'T LOOK AT HER IN THAT TONE OF VOICE.

As you can see I feel pretty good, I mean past the awkward intro so now I can be more free.

I'm still psyched, however I was dissuaded of keeping my pics posted, so no pics for you. You see anime from now on guys. Sorry.

But still...anywayz, I'm going to leave now to DDR.

Blessed be and have a good evening ^^